As time past by,

i look up at the clear blue sky..

with memories of the past,flashing through my eyes..

a shooting star emerge way up high,

i wish i wish that you are mine..

but thinking back of the past,

i'd have some doubt that we could'nt last..

but every once in a while,

a glimpse of hope would be enough,

to cheer me up,and make me smile..

it eases my heart to see you now,

so happy and lovely like the day we both pledge to be,

a whole but now,we're both free..

so here i write this poem for you,

one final say from me to you...

once our eyes locked memories flow through my brain like a knife through butter. its hard to recall every good and bad memories in a sec.its just too much for me to handle.pictures i still keep in my phone have i view every night since that day.my heart just feels heavy once again.as thought it wants something.its getting heavier and heavier as the days past.i've tried everything but nothing seems to heal it.every heartbeat is so deep that every single part of my body feels it.my mood has been unpredictable.sometimes i feel that i want to do something about it but the anger in me just keeps me away.i dont know what i should do right now and im just waiting for something to happen.waiting..hoping..wishing...


i had a dream that day,the dream that i wish would happened in reality but i doubt it.well at least i get to feel her lips one last time...

im at work all alone waiting for my mum to come.im so sleepy/bored/tired/hungry.i just cant wait for 12pm. yeyy! today im working halve day.after tt im going out! meeting my friends to shoppp! best best besttt! we're gonna have a great time! :D

hmmm..what should WE do on monday....