ive been sleeping so late this days.staring at the com at least 6 hours a day.my eyes are getting blury but i dont wanna wear specs.i'll look like a bloody nerd.and lets just say i dont suit looking like one.hahs.anyways i've been having lots of fun going out.now all my money is gone.need to work for more.thats the thing,you work for a whole day,and spend the money in less then a minute.i really need to stop spending and start saving.vespa comes first.i really cant wait till i own a vespa.im gonna ride it late at night when im stressed up.just ride non stop till my mind clears out.feeling the wind blowing at my face.listening to the silent night.what a wonderful feeling.just me,my vespa and the night.no worries,no problems,no stress.vespa vespa here i come..
i can forget something in less then 5 mins but why cant i forget about all that?
i really cant stand having this feeling in me.sometimes i feel like ripping my heart out.or erasing that particular memory.if only that was possible i wouldnt be like this.you might see me smiling,you might see me having a blast but when my mind drifts away,thats when i recall every single memory of the past.i gotta tell myself to stop being this way.it'll destroy me.fcuk it and forget about everything.i wanna live life to the fullest no matter what life throw at me..im thinkin of breaking the rules.what do u think?