i dont really know why im feeling kinda down today. like really down. somehow i feel as though i need something to cheer me up. maybe not something but someone. that someone who will always be there for you no matter what state your in but to find that someone aint an easy task. oh and im not talking about just anyone, im talking about that right one. i just feel confused right now. i dont know what to feel and what to do. i mean i like her and all but i dont know if its the right time yet for me and if shes ready or even like me back. i sure hell dont wanna go into a relationship just to end it in memories. once bitten twice shy. maybe i'll just let time tell whats gonna happen and i hope its something good. hmm i think i should sleep now.i hope i can get this feeling off my chest as i dont wanna be like this tmrw infront of her. nights.