Its 14th october! Yessa the day love will come back! Im so excited to see her later on and im so gonna give her a huge hug! Okay i'll just give a short briefing about what happened today and i shall quickly go to bed.

Basically sit at home and texted love. Did afew exercises after quite some time. Its time i start pumping up again. Well something happened in the afternoon. I was playing the com when some number called me. When i picked it up guess who it was, b's mum! Freak i was trying my best not to sound nervous or anything. She asked me if im fetching love tomorow cause if i fetch love then she'll just stay at home. I told her i'll definitly be fetching love home and dont worry about anything. That was some scary shits man. Facing her parents is wayy scarier then facing some mats. Hope her mum have a good impression of me after being called sombong! grrr your gonna tell her that its your fault eh b! hmph!

oh and guess what? I passed my subpaper! WAD and DBIS! I am so so glad i got through it! I had a feeling i failed but thank god i didnt. Dane helped me with WAD and i really owe him one. Thanks dude! DBIS subpaper was harder but luckily i managed to passed. Im a happy happy dudee!

B quickly come back! I fuckin miss you already! <3

Its the 13th of october 2010! Its love's birthday!

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST!

hees at last someone turned 18 today! Like finally we could watch movies without worrying about it being rated M18. A year older and definitly a year wiser. Too bad shes at cambodia now and we have to delay her celebration to this saturday. I hope she enjoys herself on that day.

Do you remember this sayang?

"First of all, Happy 20th Birthday Love! <3

Vivo. Karate Kid. Marina@Keppel. Anchorvale. Today is an Adventure day for us. Sorry love to make you walk so far. It kinda spoilt the day. Heheh, Next time dont ask me to decide anything okay? But it’s kinda fun since you piggyback me :D

SOMEONE IS NO LONGER TEENAGER! HAHAHAHA

Dear Mr Boyfriend,

I hope you enjoyed today and most of all, the gifts. Especially the scrapframe cause I did my best. Heheh though i think it didnt turned out that nice. Oh well, I hope you like the wallet too cause You freaking need a new wallet! I just want you to know that you’ve been the greatest boyfriend ever who truly appreciate me. Do you know how cute/sweet/caring/etccccc you are? I cant forget your tears of joy. Im surprised/shocked but at the same time, I feel so happy that you like the gift. And you got to be the best thing that happened in my life. Love you dear. Forever and always! ♥"

You gave me such a wonderful birthday and i pray that i can return the favour to you. I just hope i wont dissapoint you again this time. All i want is for you to enjoy the day, put aside your worries and be as happy as a girl can be. Dear god let that day be a smooth one. Please grant me this wish, if not for me, for her. Thanks god!

Okay im getting excited just thinking of it. hee! :D

I basically didnt do anything today so theres nothing much to update about. I slacked at home, did some exercise to tone up and thats it. Eventhough i got to her love shouting like mad due to a lizard, im glad i did. I miss her so much right now and the feeling of hugging her is so strong. Haiz i hope she comes back quickly and safely.

I love you baby <3

Haiz. i dont have the mood to talk about anything right now so i'll just say out whatever that i did today. i went out to vivo for a job interview with farhan. went to J8 after that to celebrate nadiahs birthday surprise and went home straight after that.

It was just a minor misunderstanding. haiz.

Nothing much happened today besides the fact that i took care of the shop alone again when my cousin is suppose to come down but couldnt. His cousin is giving birth so he went to visit. Oh and did i say CTE was jammed so badly due to an accident? 3 cars in total. I never liked weaving in between traffic cause i have to concentrate when i ride and that i dont like. You gotta enjoy the ride and relax. Not get tensed up and all focused especially in the morning.

So alone i was over at the shop. Luckily brought my computer with me or i'll be dead bored. Oh and something happened! I was in the store searching for a tricycle when suddenly the pole which held ladders, rims, tyres etc just gave way! best part is on top of my head! fuck now my head hurts but the good thing is, i know what earthquake feels like, i guess? xD went home straight and called love. it was great to hear her voice but we had to put down early since a 1 minute call would cost 4 bucks. I want to have small talks each day so we could talk every single day till she comes back. Shes not replying and i hope shes okay. Im worried for her knowing im not there if anything happens. haiz take care of yourself b <3

You smile, i smile..

I love day 3! Hehs theres a good reason for that! Its not because i worked back at the bicycle shop after so long. Not because i had a good long sleep(but that was nice too). Not because i took care of the shop alone BUT because love gaved me a surprise call when i was at work even though she didnt recive my text saying i couldnt call her! I was so happy to see that freakin long number of her prepaid card. hehs we talked for a while which i basically ignored the customers who entered. Nobody is gonna interrupt me! id even close the shop if necessary! hee that really made my day. thanks love! :D

The rest of the day is damn boring. Took care of the shop alone cause one of the part timers paitau. Not bad if there is a laptop. I was basically stoning throughout. Nearly slept lah even. Went home immediatly and waited for love to be online. She went online but the connection over there is fcuked up! Still love is being so sweet and called me to tell me she gaved up on the internet. damn you b for being so sweet when you know its gonna make me miss you more! I know your reading this and i know your smiling like a retard but im so gonna pinch you when you come back! grrr!

I hope we can talk tomorow though but i dont want love to waste her money on prepaid cards. We'll see how lah but were definitly talking on tuesday night! :D

When missing someone feels like part of you went away, you should know that she means the world to you <3

Its the second day love is at cambodia and im dying for her to come back. Idk why it feels as though i miss her much more when shes away overseas compared to when shes in singapore. whatever it is i just know im missing her badly because almost the whole day im thinking of her. What is she doing, is she fine, is she having fun, has she eaten etc etc but i cant ask her simply because texting is limited due to the price. Also i dont wanna be an interruption to her since she will be having lotsa activities going around. I just have to pray that everything goes smoothly for her and she comes back safe and sound smiling widely.

So here im gonna start about what happened today. Hmm to be honest nothing? Went home from msia at around 1+ to 2pm. Reached home and just slacked till around 7pm. Dad called and asked me to get ready to go to one of my uncles open house. Went there after quite some time. I kinda miss them. Got to know one of my cousins just had an accident. Thank god he is fine. He just suffered a fractured hand but his bike is totaled. First thing accident check bike. Standarddd. hahah!

Talking about bikes, im saving up like mad just so that i could upgrade to a bigger one. I just hope the bike is in mint condition so it wont create any problems. Now i just want to save save and save somemore! Okay enough about bikes. Lets get back to what happened today.

I went home at ard 12 and i just waited for love to text. Was expecting it to be around 3am but i recived a text from her at 1 plus. Was so happy and immediatly called her. She said the shops there closed early so all of them went back to the hotel. Hearing her voice is all i need just now. Too bad someone couldnt reply i love you too since her goodie room mate was beside her right? heheh! I just hope i could hear her voice sooner or later but im afraid it would be costly for her. Haiz nvm we can still keep in touch via text or online :D

Take care over there b! I know that you know that i miss you and i love you <3

Its still the first day and im already missing her so bad. haiz 7 more days to endure. this is so gonna be tough.

Heres a brief summary of what i did today. Went out at 11am and met dad at JB shell. Parked my bike at his house and we proceeded to the shop. Im suppose to go there to work but well i basically did nothing the whole freakin day. Went online, facebook, played games, listen to music. It was damn boring but the fact that i get paid to basically relax was kinda nice. I just want to work as much as possible so i could get my RVF before my first year with love. I want to go out with her using that bike! hehs i hope i get to do that.

Love went online at around 11plus but i was out cause dad and his workmates wanted to have supper and discuss about business propositions. haiz i really wanted to chat with love so bad since at night is usually our chatting time and i miss her right now. I'll be in spore tomorow so i hope love will be free and we could talk for awhile just so that i could hear her voice.

Your voice is all i want to hear right now <3

Love asked me to update my blog daily when shes away so she could read it when she comes back and i promise i would so here i shall start.

Well i sent love off to the airport, followed her sis's car from behind. Was rather feeling lonely without her behind me. Could have been a nice night ride with her.

When we reached we went to the departure hall and sat at polars before declaring her luggage. Then her parents waited at the departure hall while we went to have either supper or breakfast at BK. Its been long since i ate onion rings. Kinda nice even though its at 5am. 530am is the last call so we rushed up and bid farewell before she went off. Haiz im already starting to miss her. Her smell just now when we hugged at burger king is nothing less then heaven. Whats left is her jacket with me and im gonna sleep with it every day till she comes back.

Dear god please let her trip be a safe one. Please protect her from harms way and let her enjoy herself over there. Amin.

Im already missing you baby. Please come back quick. I love you <3