If only there is a manual to you, id read it countless times and memorize it just so that i wont ever let you down. haiz.

Have you ever gotten the feeling that you've screwed everything up till the point you cant change it back? to feel that you dont know what your doing in this earth anymore and that your just bringing down the people around you? well im having that feeling now. im clueless about my life. i dont even know whats the use of me living anymore. idk if im under stress right now or i really feel this way. sorry you had to read this crap i wrote. i just had to let it out somewhere, somehow. haiz.