what a boring day.i slept at 4am yest.or is it today? err..nevermind.and woke up at 11 near to 12.the first thing i did was head for the com.did what was neccessary and played Football Manager 8 till now.i dont even knw what the time is! my brain is extra lagging.i can forget what to say or do! this is what holiday does to me.i just returned from the shop.i bought 2 of these!

ate both of them all by myself.im in love with it! yummm..aite.now wanna go and eat proper food.take care ppl! byebye!

shyt.school is starting.. :/

RESULTS FOR N LEVEL.

i got 8 points! arghhhhhh!
english=2
combine humans=5
mathematics=4
science=3
design & technology=3
malay=4
malay oral=merit

wth mann..
i was dissapointed with my malay.i expected to get 3.haiz.I NEED A MALAY TUTOR!
anyways im surprised i got 3 for science.combine humans is a gone case.the only subject tt met my expectations was english.well i gotta buck up for next year.O levels man!! i must study like mad.yeahh easier said then done.okayy..i gtg now.i'll update again soon.seeya!

holidays holidays holidays.its great to have holidays.but only when you have plans.if not,u'll sit at home and rot.during the holidays,people want to go to school.during school days,people want to have holidays.this is so confusing.which one do you want? haizz..kids nowadays. xD

anyways,ya'll think vespa is a useless,ugly,slow,whatever you say scooter.
YOUR WRONG!
there are diff types of vespa.
1.the apek one.
2.the modern one.
3.the cacat one.
4.the vintage one.

and im gonna get the vintage one! let me show you a pic of it to give you a clearer view of how my future vespa is gonna look like.here are some of the candidates.






AND MY ALL TIME FAV!


i just love it's design!

so now all of you know what i'll be riding at the end of next year!

heyy people! any nice movies ya know? please intro it to me as i wanna buck up my ipod.thanks! :D

i'll be honest and say that i miss you.

ive been sleeping so late this days.staring at the com at least 6 hours a day.my eyes are getting blury but i dont wanna wear specs.i'll look like a bloody nerd.and lets just say i dont suit looking like one.hahs.anyways i've been having lots of fun going out.now all my money is gone.need to work for more.thats the thing,you work for a whole day,and spend the money in less then a minute.i really need to stop spending and start saving.vespa comes first.i really cant wait till i own a vespa.im gonna ride it late at night when im stressed up.just ride non stop till my mind clears out.feeling the wind blowing at my face.listening to the silent night.what a wonderful feeling.just me,my vespa and the night.no worries,no problems,no stress.vespa vespa here i come..

i can forget something in less then 5 mins but why cant i forget about all that?
i really cant stand having this feeling in me.sometimes i feel like ripping my heart out.or erasing that particular memory.if only that was possible i wouldnt be like this.you might see me smiling,you might see me having a blast but when my mind drifts away,thats when i recall every single memory of the past.i gotta tell myself to stop being this way.it'll destroy me.fcuk it and forget about everything.i wanna live life to the fullest no matter what life throw at me..

im thinkin of breaking the rules.what do u think?

As time past by,

i look up at the clear blue sky..

with memories of the past,flashing through my eyes..

a shooting star emerge way up high,

i wish i wish that you are mine..

but thinking back of the past,

i'd have some doubt that we could'nt last..

but every once in a while,

a glimpse of hope would be enough,

to cheer me up,and make me smile..

it eases my heart to see you now,

so happy and lovely like the day we both pledge to be,

a whole but now,we're both free..

so here i write this poem for you,

one final say from me to you...

once our eyes locked memories flow through my brain like a knife through butter. its hard to recall every good and bad memories in a sec.its just too much for me to handle.pictures i still keep in my phone have i view every night since that day.my heart just feels heavy once again.as thought it wants something.its getting heavier and heavier as the days past.i've tried everything but nothing seems to heal it.every heartbeat is so deep that every single part of my body feels it.my mood has been unpredictable.sometimes i feel that i want to do something about it but the anger in me just keeps me away.i dont know what i should do right now and im just waiting for something to happen.waiting..hoping..wishing...


i had a dream that day,the dream that i wish would happened in reality but i doubt it.well at least i get to feel her lips one last time...

im at work all alone waiting for my mum to come.im so sleepy/bored/tired/hungry.i just cant wait for 12pm. yeyy! today im working halve day.after tt im going out! meeting my friends to shoppp! best best besttt! we're gonna have a great time! :D

hmmm..what should WE do on monday....