i can forget something in less then 5 mins but why cant i forget about all that?
i really cant stand having this feeling in me.sometimes i feel like ripping my heart out.or erasing that particular memory.if only that was possible i wouldnt be like this.you might see me smiling,you might see me having a blast but when my mind drifts away,thats when i recall every single memory of the past.i gotta tell myself to stop being this way.it'll destroy me.fcuk it and forget about everything.i wanna live life to the fullest no matter what life throw at me..

im thinkin of breaking the rules.what do u think?