these past few days had been great yet tiring.not to mention depressing,angry,and all the negetive feelings lumped into one.i just hope these feelings go away.i wanna be happy again.i wanna smile like i mean it and laugh till my cheeks hurt.im really trying my best to cheer myself up.friends are helping all they can.thanks a million. you know who you are. :) i just wanna start the next year with a problem free mind.

wishes arent always granted.but hopes keep you alive..

my overseas post coming right up..