monday.the life cycle repeats itself.school nearly suck today.do you know why? its because a bloody old teacher caught my long hair(which isnt even long). i was freakin pissed at first but end up walking out of the room a happy man.haha! instead of getting a bad haircut,i took advantage of it and cut my hair the way i wanted! hows that for a change? luckily the barber was a malay pakcik.so i asked him not to SLOPE my back or i'll be the laughing stock of the class! no no no that cant happen.not only that,i asked him to layer the top for me but not the fringe.well everything turned out the way i wanted and yess im happy! at least its worth my 5 dollars.and i even get to skip math class.hahah!

i dont know why im super super hyper today.guess i owe it all to a close friend of mine. her words of wisdom help me clear my cloged up brain. thank you very much! you know who you are :D

i dont know whats wrong with my right eye.it has been freaking painful.without any reason! it'll get watery and i cant even open it.i just hope it gets well soon.aite then! im off for a run.a match is coming up this sunday.and im really fired up for it! *grinn*

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time and time i ask myself why am i born in this world.am i to make a difference? to help people who are in need? or am i the ones who make them sad? to dissapoint them? should i make a choice or should i let fate take control? im puzzled myself.sometimes i feel as though its no use being in this world.i just a dissapointment.to other people and to myself.but at times,the world around me shows me things that changes my mind.for example people giving up their seats for the elderly,strangers exchanged smiles,couples holding hands.these things just puts my heart at ease. it makes me want to do something. to contribute to the society and to help ones in need. i feel grateful that i have grandparents and parents who care,who love me no matter what happens.brothers who stick by me through thick and thin. friends who always makes my day.i apprechiate all of them.every single living soul. thank you. thank you for your support,concern,happiness,laughter and most importantly,love.i've always tried to return the favour but sometimes i didnt get to. for that i deeply apologise. its funny how life hits us when we least expected. they hit us so hard,that sometimes it takes ages for us to stand up again or even stand up at all. even so,the damage is done. people wish to turn back time. they wish everything's perfect for them.well nothings perfect. life is'nt a game.where you can save and load.whats done cant be undone.all you can do is accept the fact and focus on the future.its no use looking back cause it'll just pull you down. but saying is always easier then doing. well this is a test for all.how strong are you mentally and physically.remember,only the strong survives..

First of all,i just want to shout YEAHH! do you know why? cause my com is okay!
i really miss her.its been a few weeks but it seems like a few years.happy happy yess i am! (:

Next week,the field is open! yeahh! nothing like playing soccer under the hot sun. talking about the sun,its been scorching hot lately. shessh.just sitting down at home can make you sweat.last month it has been raining non-stop. this month the sun seems to be up there 24 hours.but i still prefer the sun then the rain though.how about you?

ive been spending too much and i really need to save up. buying cadbury hazelnut chocs has burned a large hole in my pocket.how am i to get my vespa by the end of the year? hmm nvm.i'll think of a way sooner or later.

i washed my hands..